A recent conversation I had with a certain someone threw some new and totally different light to a topic that’s been boggling my mind for awhile. It made both of us think about our subconscious mind. To quote him : “Every action has an equal or opposite reaction”
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I mean, our subconscious mind can make us do things without us realising that we’re actually doing them. And it works both ways - it can work FOR or AGAINST us. Depending on how much positivity or negativity one is surrounded with. Scary, ain’t it?
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It answers alot of questions in my head but it also scares the shits outta me. I mean, I wouldn’t want to subconsciously hurt someone because I’ve been hurt by others in past experiences. It would be so blardy unfair to that someone. Then again, to quote one of Sweetheart’s fav lines - “Who says Life is ever fair?”
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So really….if hurting her would help him get over the hurt he endured years ago, I guess that’s his way of fighting his past demons then. Unfair? Yes. Real? Also yes. Sad? So yes.
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But still….to dump the onus of forgiving in her court so that he can then open up his heart and perform his own forgiving act to kill some 9-year old demons? Damn. That’s cruel. But then again, depending on how you look at it. It’s also pretty ingenious. Heh…
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Thinking about it now, I guess that explains why I do not hate a single soul in my entire life. Dislike, yes. Hate, no. I just don’t have the emotional energy to cater to such a big ask.
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Think about it : It actually takes ALOT to truly HATE someone (the worst kind of it all is the kind when you love AND hate that same someone). It festers in your heart like a disease. You think you moved on with life but hey, if you have not truly forgiven and stopped hating, you’re actually still stuck in that emotional space. It’s just pushed to a dark corner of your heart but it’s still there. And will always be there until you stop hating and let it go through the act of forgiving.
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Thanks dear….for our late-night conversations. They don’t come by often coz we are both so busy trekking water furiously to stay above the surface which zaps up our energy and time. So whatever time we get to connect is really appreciated. Truly and deeply precious.
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So folks, think about it for awhile. Of the strength of our subconscious mind and what it’s capable of. Very easily, in fact, too easily…it can take control of how we live Life. We must stay mentally and emotionally strong to BE in charge. To not allow it to hurt not just ourselves but also our loved ones. We must, ya? We must! We must!
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