Archive for December 9th, 2008

09
Dec

Oxymoronic

Have you ever felt excited and bored about the same thing/person at the same time?
Looking forward to something, yet kinda dreading it too?
Feeling really passionate about something but kinda loathing it and wishing it never existed?
Embracing certain ideas only to hate having them clog your mind?
Loving the thought of doing something yet dragging your feet just to get started?

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Not sure if it’s the end of year when everything seems to be happening at once. So many things to cramp into so little time. Head’s bursting from the party planning, the schedule checking (to make sure no plan clashes), the KL time, the Penang time, the work mgmt, the global expectations and the list just goes on and on! But then again, it’s the holiday season. We should be merry and jolly, rite??? But I am, I am!

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I’m *so* looking forward to 8 weeks down the road, yet am kinda fearing it. And even worse, dreading yet looking forward to what’s gonna happen in the time before I reach the end of the 8-week journey.

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Confused yet? LOL. So am I.