Passion is Thy Name!

Enough is enough.
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I’ve been telling myself that I will not stoop as low as her, be as childish as her to blame it all on one side (it takes both hands to clap, after all), be the bigger person that I know I am … but how much more of her ice queen shit do I have to swallow?

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In her little selfish make-believe world, no one else but they are in the equation. When will she grow up and realise that in the REAL world, no two persons are ever alone? Those around them are part of the equation. Especially those who are part of the past and present lives.
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He said I shouldn’t even bother about being nice anymore. He said all that matters is that he loves me and now knows what it’s like to be loved and appreciated. He said he is happy now which is all that matters. All he needs now is to fight some 9-year old demons. Too bad she is the means to that end. She can continue believing that they are acts of redemption. We know better.
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Heck, those around us have eyes and hearts too. They’ve been telling me that someone as selfish as her does not deserve any of our time nor effort. I’ve been arguing with them till I turned blue in the face. No more. Why should I?
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Granted, he has his piece of shit to be responsible for. When will she stop pointing all fingers at him and wake up to realise that she has to take responsibility for her own piece of shit as well?
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What is the point of taking someone who loves you for granted for years…never bothered to take the effort to find out why he’s sad when he’s sad…never interested to put your own selfish needs aside and take care of his needs…yet, when the shit hits the fan, point 10 accusing fingers at him???
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All that ice queen act is a bunch of crap and making you look like a fool to all around. They are all just too polite to tell it to your face. And you’re not worth my time to tell it to you either. I am just writing this to get it off my chest.
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Grow up, girl.